Weird Sensation

I have this strange tension in the region of my solar plexus and chest. Not exactly a pain, as such, more a sense of deep-seated excitement, a desire so strong it hurts.

I have only felt this once before: when I was just starting off in my relationship with Nai.

I hope this isn't what I think it is. Even though a part of me clearly desires this - this is my unconscious mind's way of telling me something vitally important.